I would like an anwer, an honest one..

"Hold it together, birds of a feather, nothing but lies and crooked wings..
I have the answer, spreading like cancer, you are the faith inside me..
No.. Don't.. Leave me to die here, help me survive here..

I'm a believer, nothing could be worse, all these imaginary friends..
Hiding betrayal, driving the nail, hoping to find a savior..
No.. Don't.. Leave me to die here, help me survive here..

Put me to sleep evil angel, open your wings evil angel, fly over me evil angel..
Why can't I breath? Evil angel..."
Breaking Benjamin - Evil angel

Please, please, please..
If I were crazy before, there are no words to describe me now..
Feels like I've been running a mile and found out I ran the wrong way, kind of. But at the same time I can't pretend that I've got anything to loose. Maybe myself.. But I was lost from the beginning..