Somehow...

I want...

A white pair of sneakers,
A new pair of jeans,

Several new tattoos,
and a few piercings.

I keep remember myself of a quote from Manson
"When someone was willing to drown with me I really didn't want to drown any more."

Belive me, I really try. I try as hard as I can to forget and go on.
But it is a fact when I smoke my first cigarette at five in the morning..

Brorsan.. Min älskade Bror.. Saknar dej..